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Half Century Modern: Wednesday's Child

by Saint and Kings

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1.
I’m driving around in my little car No need to speed I’m not going far When a realization slips into view A way of seeing these streets like new You could run a train through the atoms that make up my body just like you steer your vehicle You could claim a neighborhood all well and good until it’s party to claims from climate and time until intermittent demands on land irrevocably change a trusted brand Well I pulled over and cut the ignition considered the outcome of cognition or perhaps perceptions along my path before letting out a bemused belly laugh
2.
Thought my heart was a compass Swinging around within its housing Toward directions I found arousing Toward love that could be astounding Thought my hands held the wheel Navigating to seek safe passage But storms and rocks have savaged Left my vessel sinking and ravaged Until I’m lost on a salty sea Without a destination to roam nowhere to go nothing to be anywhere I float is home Ancient sailors used to steer by stars Peering into night skies overhead Afraid to fall off earth and wind up dead These days I steer by my tears instead
3.
A comfortable silence calls you out Either you like the noise you’re making or you can live without A comfortable silence is premised on noise How can I live with my sadness in the face of your joys? A comfortable silence requires equals It cannot stand up to more sequels Gotta have more one-offs and fewer cash grabs If you think that’s how it works you’d better head back to those labs
4.
Conspiracy 04:39
We used to breathe together That was before we knew better we knew the law of the land we thought we had it in hand back when we knew better back when there was better weather now there’s smoke coming down now we’re checking the sky out now we’re wondering if we better consider flying out I remember spring back when that was a thing now we’re approaching the fall and I had high hopes for you all I won’t say they’re finished let’s just say they’ve diminished We used to breathe together now we breathe apart No mind no soul no body no heart A space that you can’t write down on any chart Once whole wholly separated in parts
5.
Convertibles 05:31
Warm weather means miniskirts and jeans Tight T-shirts that cling closer to bodies Movie dates and waits for restaurant seats Barbecues and picnics and rooftop parties Boundaries protect you Surround you circumspect Stay inside long enough Your world gets wrecked No way to auto-negotiate a way back to greatness What are you hiding from? Trying to breathe through a pinhole Trying to walk with a feather footstep Add it up, what’s the sum? Trying not to lose your self-control Trying not to mess up your own rep Hips and thighs everybody gets exercise But baby I’m too tired to even roll my eyes All the commotion, it just wears me out All the distraction’s not what you’re about Red lights are for rule followers Double yellow lines are for cars Green means go for everyone we know Except convertibles looking up at the stars
6.
Easy Sleep 03:51
I seem to open my eyes as soon as I close them Afraid of my thoughts, afraid of wasting time No clock can comfort my poor attention span in this never-ending now, triggered and primed Before you speak to me of easy sleep, tell me where you lay your head and with whom Riptide restless or dreamless and deep full of fitful feeling or silent as a tomb I chase my peace of mind in hours of screens meant to distract my trembling hands and feet but the mind I pay reveals those empty schemes as unworthy of my love, unkind in my defeat
7.
Find It 04:58
You tear up the territories mess up and mutilate the map trying to escape the landscape you swear feels like a trap Are you still dreaming of a love that’s steadfast One that puts you first even if it doesn’t last One that fits as if you designed it Here’s hoping you find it You lose so many things Beyond all hope of location Less common more natural Less spring and more fall Are you still dreaming of a love that’s steadfast One unafraid of your worst Who just laughs at the past One that sails with breeze behind it I might know where to find it You can force it but it won’t fit You simply have to let it be it It won’t come in front or behind it long as you’re kind and don’t mind
8.
Ghost Map 03:27
I used to know where so many things belonged This street stays deserted, that’s one always thronged Now I’m upended and struggling to regain my balance Unaware of how and where to use remaining talents I’m a portrait against a landscape I wish I could somehow escape Fighting though my need for a dirt nap And an update on this ghost map I see the sun but it doesn’t rise or set as expected Streets and avenues I choose meander undirected Signs hang in languages I can’t make head or tail Haunted less by familiarity and more by how I fail
9.
Hocus Pocus 03:53
Sunshine is still pretty faint but the forecast says it's coming on You need the patience of a saint to see it through until it's gone You look new every time light hits there every time my eyes open and focus and find you over there breath skin hair A magic act some holy hocus pocus You see no point in high clouds enjoy them while they're around You need the wisdom of crowds if you're ever going to turn that wisdom down Someday you’ll look old with a little time and luck But you’ll still be as beautiful as a springtime crocus
10.
OK Karaoke 03:35
The tremor in my leg reminds me life is risk Even if it’s only somebody else’s song on a list in a room with other people waiting their turn to wrap hands around a microphone and learn What makes you breathe Dig into the fuel of feeling Stand still instead of leave Aim your voice at the ceiling The quiver in my spine tells me what I’ve missed Time performing time after and time in between Listening to others lyrics recited intoned and hissed homage to song, devotion to art, allegiance to a scene Mistakes are high and the stakes are low Nobody’s gonna catch you stealing, you know If you don’t sing, you won’t die but neither option is appealing
11.
Reminded 03:39
Somebody made me mad and you tried to rush to my defense I said I didn’t want to respond and when I said that you took offense I said I only want to do right You said you preferred to choose violence I said no good deed goes unpunished So we sat in uncomfortable silence reminded of how differently we approach getting to be the nuclear blast or the roach reminded of how far apart love between us travels to be visible in time to rebuild trust Then I opened up my mouth said you only ever ask what you look like You said oh, are you attacking me, is that a question or a missile strike I said I wasn’t trying to harm you we already know who’s made me mad I just see how you’re questioning me underneath your engine like a launchpad reminded of how sturdily we support going all out but somehow coming up short reminded of how close together love exists still imperceptible in instants just like this
12.
Talk To Me 04:57
No we can’t move ahead If you insist on playing dead Yes you make a pretty corpse You’ll get there in due course This head is bigger on the inside So I need you to talk to me Words will fit without trying to force it Open up and let your feelings free Maybe you’ve been burned before Flame shy, smoke detector poor But prior problems can’t predict A situation you ain’t yet licked This heart is bigger on the inside [...] Salt is sweat and sweet is life I’ve got a fork a spoon and knife To serve my hunger and appetite So satisfy my curiosity tonight This stomach’s bigger on the inside [...]
13.
Your life is a paperback whose pages you turn Your time is a candle you're content to burn You continue on where others say stop or go blind That's where I'll show you the life of the mind Be careful what you read Be careful what you're mistaken for Be careful about what you need When you're in these streets and poor Be careful where you aim And even note where you shoot Making jam out of all that windfall fruit While radicals stay focused on getting root My life is a case endlessly contended in courts Written about in local news or business or sports Penned in by impending fears I can't leave behind That's where I'll show you the life of the mind Be careful how you define Be careful about what's yours or mine Be careful about codes you utter If you can't correct for color
14.
The Noise 03:01
The noise was always there A front row pupil overly present hand in the air like it always cared Always attentive, never hesitant Until a day came it didn’t show Leaving silence no joke could fill No one in the room seemed to know Do we thank our luck or our will? The noise never made it back The rest of us trained eyes ahead as ears heard rattles and cracks where we’d never heard a word said
15.
Unrequited 04:00
You don’t know the way I feel about you In pain I remain because I still doubt you Are you aware of how I reel in your vicinity even as I know you don’t share my affinity? Even though I don’t yet dare reveal my heart Days are on the way when our love must start I shouldn’t be so excited about love unrequited A stand-alone episode that could be a two-parter Your sweet innocence is totally turning me tarter Imagining infatuation is so exquisitely unfair Teasing me about how I’m alone in how I care
16.
Useless Doom 03:16
All things wind down Gadgets and clocks Put a battery in your heart and watch it keep time So goes the world you and me occupy so use your head before you leave it all behind No useless doom over demise It shouldn’t come as a surprise when you know everybody dies then you know that you will too Someone just born new to how things work might could reap a benefit of perspectives you perspect So here’s your chance to sing and to dance entertainment aids memory lessons ain’t gotta be object I know you’d rather live by forgetting to stop breathing but the space you take was once taken up by others who only wanted to see you succeed and offer opportunities to those in need Is life generosity or is it greed?
17.
Too often mistaken for Wednesday’s child Not happy as in dreams but happier than I seem Perhaps it’s in my face or how I carry my style Perhaps a trick of the light the day or the week You think you know who I am You weigh my soul to the milligram Catalog my character flaws and flecks from my birth like a diamond unearthed You think you know where I belong your coordinates right and never wrong as if I’m not something more than free, in motion with emotions you’ll never see Too often mistaken for Wednesday’s child Not sad about how I turn or how I’m turned out Perhaps it’s about how I clean up for your file Perhaps a trick of the data garbage in garbage out

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released May 30, 2022

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Saint and Kings San Pablo, California

I’m a singer-songwriter using guitars and keyboards to craft distinctive dispatches from intimate interiors, vast exteriors and all points in between. Drawing on years of pop, soul, indie, folk and dance-music fandom, I try to turn observations and narratives into succinct sonic snapshots. ... more

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