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Palm And Pine

by Saint and Kings

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1.
A Real Thing 04:31
The storm forecast was oversold you made good time to get indoors It came in warm when you wanted cold now you’re too high to count the floors and you feel it building in the building pressing down hard from the ceiling it’s temporary, that’s why it’s a real thing if it was permanent, there’d be no feeling Look for the silver lining in the white lie You find it, and you won’t have to wonder why Whoever broke the faith will have to buy it They want to hold you to it? Let them try it Now sunshine takes sweet time showing up and assumes the position serves and smiles are you sure you want to refill an empty cup or keep your wits clear and test your wiles The storm forecast was oversold you did your duties completed your tours Ice in the glass will water down strength It’s never the speed so much as the length
2.
You’re walking along the creek You do not have to speak the water holds its tongue for old and young and as you pass along the feelings grow so strong that you’re overcome What’s a little litter next to human traces, food and waste? What’s that pair of pants doing here unworn and slightly torn, awaiting someone to be born to put them on? It’s moments like this I miss you, how you’d pace me up and down the track, and home and back, and there again I go. It’s not the same without you, you know
3.
Boo Hoo 04:28
You wander the building after dark The lights are still on the hallway Just you and your thoughts, no need for company everyone’s asleep but you, boo hoo If you could sleep, you would be in bed but you hold your head, feel your way through the space You’ve got memories in your pocket, not to mention your keys and your shoulders and arms in their sockets Nobody’s cooking, no dogs bark No noise of children from outside at the park Only a passing car every once in a while Nothing but peace and quiet, you know, you haven’t had that in a while! Are you free ? Are you trapped? Could you find yourself on a map if they asked you?
4.
The light faded out of the sky like a hand closing around a throat. There probably wasn’t time to wonder why, even if it’s just a lesson you’re learning by rote. And it’s cold outside, almost as cold inside, and here you are offside, trying to get on. Is it cold inside when you’re trying to get outside, and everything that you’re on won’t get you off? And you’re home, it just belongs to someone else And it’s too late, you’re just a story somebody else tells There’s piles of clothes, somebody should gather them up, clean up this place. By the time it’s all gathered, like someone else would rather, there won’t be a trace except in the faces of those who knew what happened to you and were determined to not let it limit them, not let it reduce you. You remain, despite all pain.
5.
Some people only move in lines and curves When it comes to traffic limits or things they observe The worst only watch them as they go flying by Hood ornaments aimed at the horizon hands to the sky What are you waiting for? Time's a-wastin' This ain't a collision so much as a liaison I know how many miles it takes to get to you That's why I'm calling you from out on the avenue I hope that you don't mind waiting Till I arrive I'll be hallucinating I hope you don't mind a bit of waiting While I'm hallucinating There used to be bars up and down this stretch Watering holes for every kind of wretch You could wet your whistle, prick your thistle Torch your targets and wait for the missiles Poppies popping out of the median Branches silhouetted against growing gloom Hand on the wheel I've got nothing to feel But boom chicka boom chicka boom
6.
Board up the windows and reinforce the door There is no profit in being around after dark Gonna have to make some changes before others make those changes for you You know how it is, what you must do Can’t you read the sign, what they left behind? This is how things come apart in your hands if not your heart Step over that bucket, it covers the leak. Is it in a language you don’t speak? You could pick up the lingo if you had enough time What is there to say? Who would you ask for anyway? Give in to the joys of incomprehension There’s no refuge in your pretension, keep it simple baby.
7.
Every day you wake up in the world they made, doing all that you need to get paid, hoping that certain memories will fade, bracing one day for the knock at the door, followed by the raid. You will die before you feel an ounce of shame. You will lie to do what it takes to protect your name. You are lost in a reverie, dreaming of legacy and how it will feel when you can be still, but for now you focus your will, feel your feet on the grill as the surface grows warm. They won’t find anyone like you among their number in the cemetery. You will get your slumber, obscurity will be your shroud; not even death will make you proud. You know that’s not allowed even to the avowed, such as you
8.
Palms stay greasy in this town. Love or money lubricates them down but don't let clouds overhead get warm Lightning strike and bring down a firestorm Pines climb high in plain sight Climb into space and touch moonlight Don't let grow them too tall Evil sabotage can cull them all This landscape is full of pines and palms You wonder what they do in each other's arms They might wave in the wind like everything's calm Grow tall until they fall that's not all of their charm Stare long enough forget mountains on horizon edges divided by houses, picket fences, gutters and ledges and you never even focus on hedges and grudges Or the inconvenient fact no one ever judges Open hands have palms open hearts will pine Until open eyes and arms allow us to align
9.
Perspective 03:35
I would tell you to marvel at the world that isn’t there if it didn’t fill you with despair far too common to be useful I would tell you rather than give in, continue to care I’ll admit it’s hard and rarely fair you might even find me truthful Presence and recency are by no means predestination are by no means permanence more like rent paid at a residence You live among the horrors You don’t have to let them live in you Life will drive you crazy if you let it don’t mistake the view for perspective You would tell me darling I am made of such stern stuff This is just the skin I shed and slough when I feel woeful and rueful You would tell me trauma deeper than a dent or scratch to buff hasn’t made me want to cry enough or leave for someone more youthful
10.
When you run the tapes back, the last glance looks like flirting. When you run the tapes back, you can see it in their eyes, how they’re hurting: how busily everyone’s working to hold it together, to prove it’s not a duty they’re shirking, seeking proof against weather. And who can tell by watching the movements just how well, or just how soothing, any of it’s going to be now that we know that they end up free, now that we know they started off hoping they’d stay shackled, before we learned how to run it all backwards. We know they don’t stay shackled. We don’t have to run it backwards.
11.
White sky, black shadow I feel them both in my marrow it’s making me ill, it’s overtaking my will It’s too high-contrast for it to last, recalling the past we thought we’d gotten past, we thought we’d gotten over. Why can’t we get over? Black sky, white shadow the scene is reversed we think it’s different but it’s still cursed It’s all speculative fiction these ideas in friction we put them together and hope the smoke clears in time What will we tell the future Will they only see the scar, or the needle and suture, or the way I tried to shoot you with somebody else’s gun? Black lines on a white page, scrawled across in rage Hope to get down something to contribute for the record
12.
Trouble 05:13
Is that fog in the air or glitter so shiny? Gloom feels a bit like winter. I used to thrill when I felt you enter Why lie. The thrill is still there The hint the glint the shine the shimmer Hoping to get chosen is a choice Missing out means misunderstanding I forget the sound of my own voice It's my mistake you think I'm demanding You think I'm trouble, well, maybe I am It's the lane in front of your lights. It teaches a lesson until it runs out. It's a wheel between your hands. You try to steer that shows what you're about
13.
You carve out a home from the people you spend your time among You carve out a home from the people. You learn to be strong And there you go lifting yourself up Performing miracles like it was nothing What was home but an idea you learned, something you had to set fire to till it burned? You raise your voice into something like a song You raise your voice and find others singing along And you brace yourself against the idea you may be wrong until you find it’s not so, at least for now

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released April 8, 2024

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Saint and Kings San Pablo, California

I’m a singer-songwriter using guitars and keyboards to craft distinctive dispatches from intimate interiors, vast exteriors and all points in between. Drawing on years of pop, soul, indie, folk and dance-music fandom, I try to turn observations and narratives into succinct sonic snapshots. ... more

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