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Missing Sunrise

by Saint and Kings

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1.
Imagine that you never caught the express bus Never sat by the girl or boy, no you and me, no us No use for that diploma, you got some other gig Another one of the many ways you never got too big Who writes down The alternate history The truth unfounded Contemplated wistfully Who can ever capture Chains of causal links You'd need a wider aperture Than God's own eyeball blinks And a whole new scripture Not to mention more light for the picture Imagine that bastard they named the city after Dying of dysentery or maybe hung from some rafter A final breath a subtle shiver and a frozen pout At that city at night a wonderful sight before his eyes go lights out
2.
Cold 03:56
Cold I don't want to leave you But it's not like I have a choice You've taken away my voice, if not my agency So how I know I'm free is watching what I do And seeing how it's perceived within your view Watch as I go, see my trail Get a good look at my head and my tail You flipped my coin end over end You made a choice between enemy and friend So I'm leaving, I'm bold, so cold That's how I'm leaving you, That's how you know we're through There's nothing left to do Here in the freeze with you on your knees Dead to the sensation Trapped in your frustration As I savor the elation Of being somewhere else So bold, so cold, so bold, so bold, so cold So cold, so bold, so cold, so bold, so bold, so cold That's how I leave us, you can believe me
3.
Fingerprints 03:31
You're gone and I ain't missed you since, but don't ask me to dust myself for fingerprints. What's the statute of limitations on reporting a crime to the authorities? Would they laugh at me if I told them what you did? You're gone and I ain't missed you since, but don't ask me to dust myself for fingerprints. The criminologists need a theory: motive, means and opportunity, not to mention a body or two. In the absence of any motivating love, what's a criminologist to do, let alone me or you?
4.
I watched from the edge of the crowd, feeling the music so loud, touching my spine from the front, giving me all I could want. Right there in front of me was everyone I could see ranging in every age like they knew every page? Every dance in the book without even taking a look man they really could cook. Dancing so wild and free Some were as old as me somewhere as young as a gleam in the eye of their parents by and by. How did the music last so long? How did we fold up time into a song into a song? So much space so much time inside the music outside the music. So much faith, something fine inside the music outside the music. Like a wraith, here I sigh inside the music outside the music.
5.
Lights Out 03:33
Let's face it I'll never know who sprayed the words At the base of the pillar underneath the freeway All I can do is play or not play But I can drive slowly the alley feeling so tense And make sure to avoid the tents rough sleepers Need any peace they can get And you might think it's late for lights out my pet But you'd be surprised by how much darker it can get I pull into the end at the edge of the sidewalk curb But it's already too late not to disturb what somebody Left out overnight or left behind Time to take my hands off the wheel gather what I can feel with my hands nearby and lock whatever The key permits against atavistic fits
6.
I know the city by night How every lamp shines down from overhead To me every street looks bright While all good people sleep like the dead I open up my ears to hear sounds On my own all alone I do what I want I carry out my appointed rounds I once was a daily habitué but now I only haunt If I still had friends to meet They might say I look a little pale Maybe they'd suggest more red meat Travel to put a little wind in my little sail I open my mouth to let out sound The things I feed on would simply astound I carry out my appointed rounds The only point since you're not around And I find I don't miss much Except the look that was in your eyes The glow that I saw go with your goodbyes I suppose that it's only fair Now that darkness and I are a pair Together in my lair I'm only missing sunrise
7.
Nineteen 04:31
What do I tell someone who's nineteen? They don't know what I could mean. It's a language you used to speak, you lost it one word at a time. Now you're older, too much reason, too little rhyme. What kind of sense can you convey? The passage of time, the movement of space? What kind of meaning can you make last that won't simply come down to dust and ash: tell them to be kind? And when they rewind back to the moment where your lips were moving, try not to put too much stock proving you wrong? Time will do that on its own, together or alone.
8.
Not Waving 03:32
If bodies are mostly water As most of the scientists insist Tell me why I turn to vapor and Fog at the thought of your kiss Find myself floating above your ocean Missing you so much I turn to mist Flowing in lonely slow emotion If only you could see my hand and wrist I'm not waving I'm only going under Barely breaking the surface Worried that I'm worthless To one I hold in awe and wonder I'm not waving I'm only going under Barely breaking the surface Soon these bubbles will cease Then I might even get some peace
9.
Pedestrian 04:45
You grind out the days slipping and out of lanes like you're good at it. You flinch away from the horns and the scorn of the folks behind the wheels catching feels. You're just trying to get somewhere and everybody keeps getting in your way. You don't exactly remember when. Perhaps it was a good book. Perhaps it was a friend, but you've been disabused of the glamor of the road, the highway's charms and their associated harms. You feel a pedestrian heart and all pedestrians are brothers, putting one foot in front of the other. It's a road. It's a sign. It's a lane. You'll be fine. Headlights on and your foot on the gas. You can't have acceleration without mass. You're watching the lights you're watching the lines you're watching the bumpers you're watching the signs. It's a beautiful place, but you can't stay.
10.
Quiet Down 04:17
You've got your hands over your head like you mean to strike me dead, or at least hurt my feelings, leave me reeling. You didn't think before you got yourself in this position. You're just unlucky, you never had a superstition. And no, I won't quiet down, in fact I think I'll alert the town that this is something you try, hoping I'd be intimidated or die. It didn't fall the way you'd hoped it would, we're never going to be all good. Tell me what you think about that. The wind is flat, but it's going to rise soon. The sun's going to shine down on you like high noon. The rain will follow, wet as a monsoon, and you'll be exposed. And no, I won't quiet down, in fact I think I'll alert the town that this is something you try, hoping I'd be intimidated or die. It didn't fall the way you'd hoped it would, we're never going to be all good. Tell me what you think about that. Why should I lower the decibels, when to do so would only leave me in hell? I see no point in misery at least not without company. You're going to have to tell how feels. You've got your hands over your head, it's now too late to strike me dead, 'cause everyone's looking and I don't think they like what you're cooking. If you tried to serve it to them, you'd be in it all the way up to your hems and tracking it everywhere. And now I won't quiet down, in fact I think I'll alert the town that this is something you trt, hoping I'd be intimidated or die. It didn't fall the way you'd hoped it would, we're never going to be all good. Tell me what you think about that.
11.
Not every sign is a wonder. Not everything underneath can speak to things. The sooner you learn to see the difference, the easier it's going to be. And I know that's kind of an empty promise, but you get much more of those than will ever be met. So you kind of have to make your peace with them. After all, they're in pieces. They've beaten you to it. You pay attention to the tangents. Expect that they'll coalesce sometime down the line after the mouth stops moving. Take notes as best you can. Nod your head if you need to. Someone's gonna grade on a curve. Don't worry about the count. It's not what's in the ledger in large amounts. It's not what's in the till, but underneath, or what makes it to the safe or the off-shore account. Anyway, there's the name tag and the apron. Just wear the hat. I know it's not all that and a smile. Hold your place in line. Remember your opening sign, that it's not a wonder.
12.
Suspended 04:48
Make me a moment in your arms! I promise to take my time. I don't know what I'm doing. Give me a breath, and I'll give you mine. Let the air surround us and sensations astound us! There is no container or box, there is no key, there are no locks, there is no dirt and no rocks, why pretend it: we are suspended in the air! How did we get up there? Suspended: allow me to amend it, we are never coming down. You were dancing on top of a train, the rhythm was making me insane. There was a band behind us beating on drums. All I know is you wanted some and I wanted some too. Scenery rushing past, the winds in our faces so fast, the pressure of getting somewhere, but the rails knows the destination.
13.
Two Floors Over Tenth Street From two floors over Tenth Street The sun slowly swings from east to west Autonomous vehicles creep to the beat Under fog hugging hills like a cozy vest Who knew that sky could look like that Not me, not me, not before this morning There's still the rest of the day to look forward to Tasks for the asking for us to push on through If the new terror doesn't kill me Sheer boredom in its wake just might Fear of error only costs a small fee But it won't bring that beat back tonight From two floors over Tenth Street Motion sensitive cameras travel light Eye-level headlamps glow, horns blow sweet Chasing distant desire or sometimes sight Who knew your eyes could look like that Not me, not me, not before this morning

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released November 27, 2023

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Saint and Kings San Pablo, California

I’m a singer-songwriter using guitars and keyboards to craft distinctive dispatches from intimate interiors, vast exteriors and all points in between. Drawing on years of pop, soul, indie, folk and dance-music fandom, I try to turn observations and narratives into succinct sonic snapshots. ... more

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